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Ok clearly I’ve been doing bad over the past few weeks. I like when I say dirt I mean dirt. Ok before I kick things of first I wanna say normally I don’t care about things like this cuz I really don’t give a crap about things and ish don’t phase me at much but this time it’s different. Ok here’s what went down. Periodically women tend to pop up in my  face and that’s been a norm for me these recent three years (before that total shit storm…just sad) and something the wrong type of women comes along. Ok this time it’s women who already have a dude. Normally I’d be like “ehh not my fault I’m doing something right and they’re not.” or “not my fault they’re women want me and not them” but now I’m like “I REALLY DON’T WANT TO DO THIS!” and this time its three chicks who are deceiving they’re man. yea it’s bad I know but I see now I gotta cut em lose cuz I’m starting to see that it is bad cuz I feel bad. Maybe I should listen to my gut cuz clearly it feels that something bad is gonna happen. I was even called a name I haven’t heard since high school. one of the “mistresses” asked me if I was a player. Normally I said I’m not, I just  know what I’m doing but none the less the name fits. I should listen to my best friend and drop them like a bad habit before things get serious